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God I miss you everyday, I think of you everyday and most of all I’m so sorry I was not there for you the last few months. I think u understood my heart was shattered and I couldn’t face that you were dying. Your death has completely left a huge vacant hole in my heart and in my life that will forever be empty! I loved you so much granny yiu know that! I feel you with me all of the time and sometimes your smell wraps around me and gor that brief moment I know you are with me again. This is the first time I’ve even been able to look at your obituary and it’s been 3 years. I haven’t been back to your house up north since grandpa passed away. I just can’t get myself to go there and feel you all around but not get to physically see you. I just can’t handle it! I made myself look at yoyr obituary and your beautiful profile pic on there because I have to get to a point where I can remember all of the wonderful things we shared together and enjoyed together cause there were many many of those! I guess the thing ive been so terrified to do is to say goodbye too you so I’m going to do do that today so you can Rest In Peace. Life will never be the same without hou a d pops in it it’s very empty but it’s time now gor me to let you go and say goodbye my granny you’ll never be forgotten! Thank you for being the best granny any of us could have asked for. I love love love you!! Bye